OKAY thanks to my dad, like love love thanks (cuz we had a damn good chat yet again), i have finally made up my mind and came to a decision. I know people might think that i'm ridiculously crazy or that i'm just wasting my time but no, i'm so much happier this way. Really. I'm like so unhappy now lah.. Dad is right. Life's too short to be anything but happy. I know my mum n dad will support me in whatever i do so smile :)